Friday, November 20, 2009

Another One

I've had these metaphors playing tag in my head for a few days, so I finally sat down and wrote it out.  Hope you like it:

Playing Games

I won't be your yo-yo anymore.
I won't come and go as you please.
Quit playing with my heart strings.
I'll cut all ties and go my own way.


You've been playing me,
but my heart is not a toy
for you to buy, borrow, or break.
I won't belong to just any young boy.


I won't be your boomerang anymore.
I won't come back as you please.
Quit throwing me away.
I'll break shape and fly my own way.


You've been playing me,
but my love is not a toy
for you to enjoy then disregard.
I won't belong to just any boy.


I won't be yours anymore.
I'm free to do as I please.
Quit making me feel guilty.
I'm finally making my own way.


Now, I realize that some might say this has a bitter flavor to it.  I guess I have to admit that they might be right.  However, the point I really wanted to come across is that I want to be treated as a human being with real feelings.  "Making my own way" does not necessarily mean that I'm planning to be alone forever.  But I will be strong and make my own choices that make me happy.  I won't continue to play games with boys, but when the right man comes along that wants to make me happy, I'll gladly do all I can to reciprocate.

2 comments:

Larissa said...

But what do you do when the right man comes along claiming to want to make you happy and then leaves you behind? :-( I guess we just keep trying, right?

Eric said...

Yes, you keep trying! Us guys are sometimes just waiting for the girls to end their current relationships so we can step in! :)

Chel, you're such an awesome writer. I love the blog.