I've had these metaphors playing tag in my head for a few days, so I finally sat down and wrote it out. Hope you like it:
Playing Games
I won't be your yo-yo anymore.
I won't come and go as you please.
Quit playing with my heart strings.
I'll cut all ties and go my own way.
You've been playing me,
but my heart is not a toy
for you to buy, borrow, or break.
I won't belong to just any young boy.
I won't be your boomerang anymore.
I won't come back as you please.
Quit throwing me away.
I'll break shape and fly my own way.
You've been playing me,
but my love is not a toy
for you to enjoy then disregard.
I won't belong to just any boy.
I won't be yours anymore.
I'm free to do as I please.
Quit making me feel guilty.
I'm finally making my own way.
Now, I realize that some might say this has a bitter flavor to it. I guess I have to admit that they might be right. However, the point I really wanted to come across is that I want to be treated as a human being with real feelings. "Making my own way" does not necessarily mean that I'm planning to be alone forever. But I will be strong and make my own choices that make me happy. I won't continue to play games with boys, but when the right man comes along that wants to make me happy, I'll gladly do all I can to reciprocate.
2 comments:
But what do you do when the right man comes along claiming to want to make you happy and then leaves you behind? :-( I guess we just keep trying, right?
Yes, you keep trying! Us guys are sometimes just waiting for the girls to end their current relationships so we can step in! :)
Chel, you're such an awesome writer. I love the blog.
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